It's actually really overwhelming and way harder than you might think. I start a lot of stuff and finish little. In my house you will quite a few things that are in progress. The kitchen table is littered with assorted things that are screaming to be finished...or even just abandoned and trashed, but I am not a quitter!
I find it slightly amusing that since quitting my paying job last year...(I know, I said I wasn't a quitter...I lied!) there are the
It's never anything big and the normal person wouldn't give it a second thought... I, however, am far from normal. I hate talking on the phone, I hate scheduling appointments. I don't wanna go to the electric company or to take cars through emission control. I don't wanna meet the cable guy, the contractor or the exterminator... I won't even answer the doorbell at my house.
I haven't always been this way. It's been a gradual process. The culmination of events having occurred while I was working, raising my children, and yes, even socializing with actual human beings.
I am sure that there is some type of diagnois for this evident and obvious personality disorder. I am even pretty sure that this may be a treatable condition. But that would require using the phone to call and schedule a doctor appointment, actually keeping the appointment, talking to the receptionist, the nurse, the doctor, explaining in detail the problem, going to a pharmacy for what I know would be some type of medication...and worst of all...following through and following up.
The fact still remains that I am way to busy doing nothing to do what needs to be done. Speaking of doing nothing...there is still so much to be done!